I'm going back to school in the fall.
If all goes well, the husband will be, too.
It may be crazy and hectic for awhile, but it's so worth it.
He'll be happier.
I'll be happier.
Our family will be happier, in the long run.
I can't wait to change the world.
Make a difference, somehow.
I want so much more.
I have so much to give.
I want to achieve so many things.
My heart aches for so many things.
I feel incomplete.
There's room for so much more in our lives, I'm sure of it.
We'll make it wherever He plans for us to go.
I'm completely giving way to faith.
I know He has a plan for us.
My heart tells me so.
I will help.
I can help.
I can give and love and share.
I want to open my door and my heart to so much more.
To so many more.
It's a hard place to be, sometimes.
Wanting to speed things up so I can feel and see and touch everything I want.
Everything I see in our future.
But I don't want to miss all the wonderful things about now.
With my loves and their gracious and wonderful spirits.
I want more.
But I want to stay right here and enjoy it just a little while longer.
I know that whatever He has planned for me in the next few weeks will take place.
If it's not part of His plan, so be it.
If it is, so be it.
It would be nice if the answers were clearer.
Not waiting to find out, just knowing.
My heart can't take it sometimes.
I hope that we'll all stay on the same path as the hours and days and weeks and months and years go on.
I want so much more for us.
We can give so much more!
My heart has room.
Lots of room.
This life is amazing.