Life happened. A lot of life, really, and not so much.
We've had an exceptional summer. It was happy and lazy and man, was it hot...
It was our first real summer "vacation", as it was the first break between school years for my little girl. It was interesting, and exciting. School starts back up for her next week. I'm going to miss her desperately.
I have been catching up on my blog reading and Facebook stalking and have been finding myself constantly thinking, "I wish I had that" or "I wish I had done that" or "I wish I was a better mom like she is".
My little girl whispered from her blankets, "Mommy, can I have just four grapes?" To her surprise, I came back with four grapes. She gave me the biggest smile and declared, "Mommy, you are the best mommy ever!"
Sometimes I don't think so. But I'm glad she does.
I'm watching friends and past acquaintances do things with their life the "right" way. Graduate college, get successful jobs, get married, buy a house, have kids.
It makes me feel like I missed something.
But I wouldn't trade it for anything.
I just wish that sometimes I would realize how my life is the right way for me, no matter what anybody else says.
I have a lot I want to do and change. Things have to. We need it.