It's starting to feel like home.
I'm beginning to smile again at the little things I had taken for granted.
The little pets lined up in neat rows on the floor, sorted by animal type.
The eight or so balls underneath the couch, where they had rolled out of reach of little fingers.
The letter and number magnets that cover the refrigerator, holding up school and homemade art projects.
The coat rack that holds each of their little coats, next to my husband's.
They make me smile endlessly and always. Despite any issues that may arise in our day to day life, seeing their smiling little faces, having them reach their hand out for mine, hearing that sweet, "Mama!" (or "MOM!" depending on the mood of the Princess) - these are the things that make my day to day life so infinitely wonderful.
I try and remember these things while they are pushing and screaming and making me want to tear my hair out. I remind myself that these moments will only last for a short while, and soon they will be past this stage. Then I remember that this really will only last a short while - and I should slow down and enjoy every second I can.