What do I dream of?
Happily ever after. Which is, really, much of my reality. Hard to believe sometimes. I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
Warm sheets and blankets fresh from the washer. Cuddled in bed together, kids and all. Our little family.
New shoes. Softball season. A college diploma.
A good book. A large fountain pop. Ben and Jerry's Snickerdoodle ice cream.
Getting closer to God. Letting Him mold these ideas that keep popping into my head and helping me find the path I'm meant to travel on.
Giving up my problems to Him.
Babies. And more babies. And more babies!
Shopping trips and singing in the car and lunch dates and playing dolls with my best girl.
Becoming a foster family. Adopting a baby who needs our family.
Creating a non-profit that really inspires change.
Cuddling and dancing and playing cars and coloring with my baby boy.
Letting myself feel the happy.
Forgiving. And being forgiven.
A house with room enough for us all to move about freely, but not too big that we forget to spend time together.
A date night alone with the man of my dreams, even if we never leave our comfy little house.
A fireplace. A window seat. A garden that is able to take care of itself because I often forget.
Notebooks. Pens. Stationary. Writing freely.
I dream of feeling even more loved and even more complete than I do at this very moment.
This isn't just a list of dreams...it's a list of what I'm grateful for. That sweet little girl, that precious baby boy. The husband who loves and supports my every dream and wish. The friends. The family. I'm so grateful.
I still dream for more. I'm working on putting in place the seeds to make these dreams happen.
It'll happen. I know He has something big in store for us. And if this is already it? That's pretty great, too. :)